Yuel Malek is in turmoil. As an alpha, he’s expected to stand at the top of the social hierarchy—but that couldn’t be further from reality.

Although Yuel carries the title of an alpha, he’s far from the typical image of one. He’s anxious, insecure, and lacks the confident demeanor others expect. His ruts often leave him distressed and exhausted.

Struggling with his own sexuality and terrified of imposing his desires on others, Yuel isolates himself from people and even contemplates dropping out of university.

During one particularly intense rut, Yuel turns to his older cousin, Tavi, for guidance. Since Tavi is also an alpha, Yuel hopes he can help him manage or suppress his troubling urges.

At least, that’s what Yuel believes—until an unexpected attraction toward Tavi makes him question everything.